even if one is heartless, one can't stop (idiom); the heartlessness of it all is hard to let go

For the sake of his first love, he took her for himself, and for the sake of his mother, he gave her away as a bargaining chip. Even if the ruthlessness is difficult to rest, since they have fallen in love, since each other torment, then one life for two lives! Lying on the operating table, he was lying next to him, ten fingers clenched, today's parting of the fear of never seeing each other again, Diem Mohan, take care! He woke up, but she is far away, there is no more Mu Zitong in this world! "Mu Zitong, are you playing with me, don't tell me you don't recognize me!" "Handsome man, your tactics of picking up like this are too old-fashioned, aren't they?" When Diem Mohan saw Mu Zitong again, she still smiled like a spring breeze, she stubbornly slanted the corner of her lips, gangster phase, she wandered in the bars and nightclubs, charming as a demon, when she embraced other men in the arms of the flowers, he carried her away. "Mu Zitong, this